When God spoke to me last night,
He use people to light-up my life.
Choices are laid to me to choose,
If i want to win or lose?
Difficulties in choosing played in my mind,
Not even sure if i can make it all the time.
Temptation will always be there,
And Sin’s too close; beware. 😧
Prayers were answered and I have seen it,
Although, it’s not that easy to have it.
It takes more time, patience and more faith,
That’s okay, i know He will grant it; just wait.
Answered prayers to a believers just like me,
Always brings hope and expectation to see.
That truly prayers can move mountain,
And blessings will always flow like a fountain.
I know, i know I don’t deserve this,
Only Him has a reason for giving me this wish.
Wishes or prayers, I truly want in a long years,
Now that I have it; it brings joy and my eyes is in tears 😇:'(
Boredom makes me weak,
I tried to ignore, but still sticking with it.
I left those things in my past,
But now boredom making it last.
How pity I am with this feeling,
Knowing God gave me almost everything.
Now, I’ll try to avoid just like before,
I know I can win once more 😕
For a long time, I been hooked in other social media like twitter and FB not even bothered that my little writing skill is starting to fade away. My idea of writing become much shorter and has to limit my ideas because of the allowed characters including space in every post except for FB and Instagram. Well, well, I just came back from my senses that I should not leave my other skill behind especially if writing helps me to polish my English writing. (This is not my mother language)
To give you a glimpse of what make me busy for the long period of time, aside from my work. My wife and I, have this dream project that soon to be materialized. We are just waiting for financial support from trusted people. Soon, you will be hearing a lot of good news from me and hopefully I can post some pictures of my project.
God knows what’s the best for us; if you will just believe and wait for Him to maneuver your life. I remember a good advice from a respectable senior minister that we have last January 2016 when he visited us and held a holy congregation; he said no matter how we plan our life or no matter how we wanted to change our life; we cannot do it alone. We have to believe and pray to our God to help us to have a good and meaningful journey in our lives. There’s a lot of uncertainties in our world today not even the greatest mind in our world can solve these problems. Poverty is no longer in 3rd world countries but in the 1st world countries as well. A lot of diseases, war, restlessness and other chaotic happening in our world today that make us more vulnerable and unsafe; our world nowadays become a Big Den but rapidly becoming smaller due of us who are becoming more impatience and wanted to bite more than we can chew.
Oh well, that’s it for now. Kung Hei Fat Choi (Happy New Year to all Chines friend 🙂 )
For the past two months that I’ve been here in my new additional project, I’ve noticed that I was not able to visit more often in my blog not because I don’t have time but because I don’t have anything to write or to say, it’s like, I don’t have these words to starts my blog. I posted two blogs for two months since I started working here, only two; that’s it. There’s this thing that, maybe the cause or the reason why I don’t write more often compare last year, I think ‘I don’t worry too much’; about me, my families or what’s surrounded me nowadays, although, I read a lot of news that really had these impacts within me but not ‘too motivating’ to write or to share with on how it affected me.
Well anyway, the new project that I have, I mean, the new additional project that I have right now is not new to me, so, I don’t have this big adjustment. Most of the tasks assigned to me were as the same as I had it before in my previous projects that I handled. I’m so happy to say that it is like winning in a mini-lottery because of the safety and pampers that they giving me here. Aside from free foods, free accommodation and free internet, I don’t need to wash my own clothes because they provided free laundry as many times as I want and there’s no need to clean my room, they will take care of it, every day.
I met new faces and been working with a different culture like with Chinese people, this is the first time I’ll be working with them, although, they don’t speak good in English but obviously they’re dedicated contractor or people that I met with. For now, I’m dealing with them a lot, mostly of their request for temporary accesses and correspondences. Working with these guys was not that hard and good news is you can feel your importance to them as one of their project management team.
That’s it for now and thanks for dropping by.
Have a nice day and God Bless.
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I was trying to paste this in your wall or to my FB wall but I’m having some troubles signing in on my FB, so here my message in your birthday.
In an hour from now, you will be turning a year older from your previous age which I don’t want to reveal or to tell because I don’t want you to get mad with me, although, your face don’t resemble with your age; you look young (Naks). There no words to describe how lucky and thankful I am for being my pair of wings and for being there for me as always. I know ourlives been through a roller coaster experiences that indeed challenge us and pushes our patience to the limits but because we both valued and respects our differences we surpasses in all of these things. We may not have a fairy tales story of our love life as every girl dreamed of but at least from the beginning, we knows what’s real from illusion.
Through this my sweet babe, I know we will both succeeds in our plans and for the future of our family specially for our children, though, we both sacrifices our happiness for being not together with our kids because I’m working here in abroad. I know, in God’s time, we will be living together up the times of our old and gray age.
Happy Birthday my sweetest babe and may our Father in heaven continue to bless our family and give us good health as always. Remember I will always be here for you and stay with you through thick and thin till death do us part.
♡♡♡ I LOVE YOU ♡♡♡and may our 13th years of marriage continue to flourish and be stonger as the days passes by. #HappyBirthdayMySweetBabe♡♡
Love your Babe ♡♡♡